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Always Is

by Jiddo

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Recorded and mastered by Drew Vizzachero at Overgrowth Audio.
Produced by Alex O'Neil and Drew Vizzachero.

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It’s been a whole month since you got hit
Why do you insist on staying in today?
I’m sorry I thought we’ve already been over this
And you don’t listen to what you don’t wanna hear
(Cause I fucked up)
The door looks like shit and
I think I’d feel better if I was just away from it

I don’t think you know me like you used to know me
Cause I’m unsteady

This is just one of that days that my head spends spinning

Now I’m screaming in my car outside of some family run liquor and convenience store
I don’t think I should want to feel this way anymore
I’ve been stricken with a feeling that’ll follow me all the way to the floor
But even if I’m tired i won’t sleep until my eyes are sore

Cause we’re the only ones awake in the world right now and I don’t have to prove it for it to be true
Cause nothing matters to me if it doesn’t matter to you

It’s like you tell me all the time
You can’t blow off responsibility just because you want to
Yeah i guess it’s hard but you know it gets harder from here on
And yeah I hear it all the time
Is that really what you should be doing instead
Do you think it’s worth another day spent in bed
Why can’t you get it through your head

I just don’t feel that way anymore
Yeah I don’t even feel that way

I know it’s been hard for me but it’s not hard to stay with you
And its always been a part of me that i'm not prone to tell the truth

Cause I came in on a bad lie
And you didn’t want any part of it
Do you think that I could do it right this time or am I always destined to feel like this
I know you're always used to making my head turn
And if your self-esteem and a big concern why don’t you let me know next time you end up ruling the world

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released May 5, 2018
Vocals, Guitar, Bass, and Synth - Alex O'Neil
Drums - Maxwell Sloan

Additional guitar work recorded by Dimitri Christo
Additional writing for this song provided by Nick McNeely and Connor Lenihan

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