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Ambivalence
04:56
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Don't want to give up this feeling
Don't care if i'm inconvenient
I've been searching for years
and i'm still waiting on that ringing in my ear
If you want to be alone
You should just be alone
Yeah i am ambivalent I am apathetic
Glued to my chair watching old friends be ignorant
Instead of sitting here and pondering my bigger purpose
I should get up and snap out of this
I don't care how you put it
I am not putting up with it again
Cause why I set out to find loose truths
in something that i don't believe in?
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I keep scratching at
The door but nothing
Changes, stays the same
I only have myself to blame
Oh my god this is not what I expected
How am I effected
How am I afflicted
Why dont you just ask me how I'm feeling
You expect an answer but I havent heard a question
Its not like me to keep you second guessing
But you know I will because...
Honestly, honesty is my favorite virute
But why the hell would I practice what i preach to you
Its not obvious its something called underlying truth
Let me spell it out so we dont get confused
I am not interested in any opinions you present
In case you havent heard I am belated ignorance at its finest and im not giving up on this
My body is a church but my brain is weapon and I am not afraid to use it
We all make an effort to seem persistent, excuse me could you please be a bit more specific?
Dont ask questions you already know the answers to
God dammit will this be over soon
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Jesse
06:42
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Oh I cant decide
Between good and evil which path to take I think I'm
Fine, with being the bad guy
Right or wrong it doesn't make a different if I don't pick a side
One day I'll find the confidence to stand up and tell everyone
I'm not ashamed for doing something we all do every day
But for now I fantasize about not having anxiety like its my job
Expecting things to change (I expect things will change)
God knows we're not the only ones that got left behind
Ive got no excused got nowhere to go
I have got to get this done and i've got to get it right this time
I cant even say how long we've been out here
I am giving making all of this disappear a second thought
I am me, just me, and i cant be anyone I want
(I am me, and I cant be just anyone i want,
forget everything you were taught)
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Happy
05:47
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I started feeling indifferent
Why don't we have this conversation outside
Catch some fresh, air clear our minds
Does this kind of thing really happen to you every time?
No you don't have to pretend, its not like you even asked me
But what's your definition of being happy?
We don't have to worry about running out of time
Ive got a feeling that i cannot deny
And I know I want you with me tonight
Let me lay you down in the water, girl
we'll leave our souls amongst the tides
Let me get in touch with all your serious sides
I wanna experience you baby in a different light
Feeling indifferent
Why don't we have this conversation outside
Catch some fresh air, clear our minds
Does this kind of thing really happen to you every time?
How do you think it got this way
I won't tell you I don't do this every day
Don't say you're wrong when you're not
As long as your with me I'll never leave this parking lot
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